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my kink is when people admit i was right

my kink is when people admit i was right
музыкальный флешмоб, немного адресно
буду мухлевать и отступлю ото всех пунктов, расширив один единственный, про который мне интересно рассказать.

музыка и персонажи

про самусебя бонусом


(конкретнее - Сэм, в котором сидит Гадриэль)

I want to be be a good man, I wanna be a saved
I want to be a free man but I feel like a slave
and I’m crying out to you, Lord
It’s getting harder and harder to see
If there’s good left in me?



Стив -> Дорис
(очень фанон)

You see
The things I cannot change
The things that make me plain
Lift me up my soul's so hollow


@темы: хроники палат неострого отделения, it's a strategic op, M, because God commanded it



my kink is when people admit i was right

мини-хиатус хиатуса в честь деанона на auf
я даже сумела не превратить в тенденцию своё запишись на ау-фест по отп @ принеси канон без пейринга



спасибо оргам, бетам, участникам, читателям за эту возможность
кудосы себе за соблюдение тематичности
здесь говорю про фики

@темы: к черту блины, будут комочки, because God commanded it


my kink is when people admit i was right
раскопала черновиках
всё нарисовано |Zerinku|, по тегу больше (но многое уже удалено)
вытаскиваю только самое-самое

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@темы: A, because God commanded it


не видела раньше

my kink is when people admit i was right
“The reason that Angels are such a big deal on the show is because of Misha.
Had someone else come in as Cas and stiffed it we would have only done a one year angel storyline and then we would have moved on to something else.
He was so endlessly interesting and then you started fleshing out his world and because Misha was so compelling it evolved”.

@темы: because God commanded it, разные печатные печатки, my problematic fave


my kink is when people admit i was right

спн 22-23

my kink is when people admit i was right
“The ones he loves were working to save him. This is, and always has been, Dean's biggest problem. He cannot see things as they actually are, just in terms of how they affect him. He's still thinking like a dictator. If they do as I say they can be trusted and if they don't then they can't be trusted.' It' a crazy situation to put characters in because very often what Dean wants does not benefit the greater good.” (x)

“The scene was supposed to have a sense of necessity because Sam ‘can’t let go’, but Death and everybody else forgot that there’s at least one other person - who’s actually got many more years than Sam to come up with solutions and could possibly muster enough energy to easily travel to whatever fucking meteorite Dean is stranded on - who wouldn’t be at peace until they had found Dean Winchester and made him ok again or fail and still be by his side. Which made the whole, ‘Sam you in particular have to die’ quite senseless.” (x)

@темы: L, because God commanded it, Supernatural


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my kink is when people admit i was right

castiel - fic recs

my kink is when people admit i was right
«Castiel stares at him, like Dean has the answers to all the problems of the universe inside his head, and then he’s beside Dean, way too close. His voice fills up the limited space between them:
- I won’t hurt you.
Dean’s smile is a brittle thing, it hurts his face, phantom pain, the memory of a fist.
- Not anymore, huh?»

«- It’s okay, - Dean reassures, full to the brim with the need to reassure Cas, to give him something back, even if he can’t remember exactly what it is Castiel gave up for him. He brings a hand up, hesitating by Castiel’s head and then, on a shaky exhale, settling it, sliding his fingers into Castiel’s hair. - It’s not your fault.
Cas shudders, eyes slipping half closed, lips parting, and Dean is half-hard all of a sudden, feels like he’s fallen into a dream or a memory. He whispers:
- You can’t change what I am, - he snorts. - I don’t think you want to».

«The warm body pressed against his is there so seamlessly that Dean almost believes that he imagined it was ever missing. Cas lies there like a board, like when they did this before he never stayed the night, like he has no idea how to actually sleep with a person. But he came back when Dean asked, and when Dean squints up at him in the weak light, his expression is confused and yearning. Dean is starting to think that’s just the way Cas looks at him. He grunts, and reaches out to grab Castiel’s wrist, rolling over onto his stomach and dragging Cas up against him, half-sprawled across his back. There’s something intensely gratifying about the way Cas curls into him, his breath rushing out across Dean’s skin, his voice almost a whisper:
- This is alright?
Dean feels his mouth twitch, the beginnings of a smile. He says:
- Yeah, Cas. This is good».

cheesewithmy, читать дальше | перевод

«Он обернулся и посмотрел на Кроули.
- Я не могу.
Ноги не слушались, а замерзшие пальцы не могли выпустить холодную ладонь женщины. Кроули схватил его за шиворот халата и легко поднял, прислонив к стене.
- Скрепить. Сделку, - выдохнул демон в его лицо».

white-author, читать дальше

«- One day when I'm king, you will be by my side as my adviser.
- Why would I do that? - Castiel asked from where he was perched in the tree, wings moving in a steady motion, throwing cool air onto the young prince. Castiel's father was a few paces away, reading a book through his glasses.
- Because, I don't want anyone else to be my adviser, - Dean sat up where he laid and looked up at Castiel. - Besides, you're my best friend, who else would I be able to ask».

hippivickyx, читать дальше | перевод

@темы: Supernatural, because God commanded it, опознавательные знаки



my kink is when people admit i was right
шла вторая половина ФБ, когда я прочитала этот текст, и одной из первых мыслей было "а Тикки он мог бы понравиться"
соу... это что-то вроде подарка-благодарности. небеченый перевод для замечательной беты ^ ^'

и работа на календарь

@темы: к черту блины, будут комочки, because God commanded it, Supernatural


castiel - fic recs

my kink is when people admit i was right
«- I would destroy entire planets if you were in danger and I wouldn’t think twice about it. And I wouldn’t change it. I wouldn’t change that about myself, not if it meant protecting you. I couldn’t change it, even if I wanted to. That, I think, is what scares me the most.
Dean’s mouth opens, then closes again, stricken.
- That’s…not a good thing, Cas, - he says finally, his voice weak.
- I know. That’s why I’m afraid of it».

«Cas blinks for a moment in shock, very much awake, before he curls back further into Dean, picking up his hand where it’s resting on the mattress and intertwining their fingers experimentally. This, he imagines, is how human couples sleep, and for a moment he’s knocked breathless at the prospect; how bizarre it is, he thinks, the way his stomach clenches and his heart stutters in its beats, for this. He thinks he’ll have to make himself forget this in the morning, forget the way his chest seems to fill with this sourceless, pounding ache, this odd and cloying nostalgia like he’s known Dean for his entire existence. He’ll forget, Cas thinks, drowsing toward sleep, he has to forget.
Dean smells like alcohol, so surely, mercifully, he too will forget.
Cas, human, selfish, needy, touch-hungry as he is, squeezes Dean’s hand tighter before he lets go, and sleeps».

«- I’m not asking to be a hero, - Cas retorts, just as agitated, shifting from foot to foot. He looks as though he’s ruffling out some invisible feathers. - And I’m not focused on the consequences for myself. What happens to me doesn’t matter.
- Well, that’s not how I see it.
- We see things differently, then.
- What if it were me? - Dean asks, and he knows it’s a low blow by the way Cas’ eyes seem to tighten, the way he draws himself inward. - No, seriously, tell me, Cas. What if I stood here, stood across from you, looked at you straight-on and told you that I was going to nuke myself so that a bunch of angels with sticks up their asses could go home to Daddy. What would you say to me?
- I wouldn’t let you, - Cas says».

«There’s such an odd, human connotation to being in love, he thinks. While his care and compassion for Dean are obvious to both of them, it would most likely terrify or infuriate Dean if he were to tell him, simply, that he loves him. They’re just words, placed in the right order, that describe more aptly how Cas feels; that he loves Dean to the base of his soul, the best parts of him and the worst, and that the happiest he can imagine himself is being with Dean for the rest of his precarious existence. It’s actually quite a relief for him that he can categorize that distinct feeling into something decidedly human, and perhaps relatable».

«The whole thing is stupid. He honestly thinks this is why he and Cas skirt and tango and dance their way around real conversations. Because here’s Dean, under the full realization now that Cas cares about him to a terrifying extent, but it’s still not enough to make a difference. Cas is probably, now more than ever, aware of what Dean feels for him, at least to a certain degree, and it too isn’t enough to change a damn thing. They’re caught in a helpless whirlpool that rips them apart, over and over again, and that’s honestly why Dean would rather just sidestep this whole ugly mess. The whole potential, romantic feelings thing. His relationship with Cas is already twisted in a hopeless number of knots; it’d be downright masochistic to tangle it further.
This wasn’t supposed to happen. Like, really. Even now, as he tries to rack through the scattered timeline of their (sometimes fucked-up, usually painful, always unarticulated) history, Dean can’t put a thumb on one moment where he looked at Cas sideways and thought, 'I want you with me always'. He tries but he can’t; it’s like he and Cas exist in the space of before and after. He thinks, objectively, that he can recall what it felt like to not have feelings for Cas, but now that he’s in the whole “feelings” camp, he can’t remember feeling another way».

mishcollin, читать дальше

@темы: опознавательные знаки, because God commanded it, Supernatural



my kink is when people admit i was right
на хэллоуин-фест
я честно хотела принести нормальное фикло с приключениями, зомби и гомоеблей
но так вышло
минус 1 моб

@темы: к черту блины, будут комочки, because God commanded it


деанон <1000

my kink is when people admit i was right
340, ау пост-9 сезона на арт
смерть персонажа

без названия

799, 6 сезон, кас/кроули
отбечено и причесано джоведи

свобода стоила мне крыльев

@темы: к черту блины, будут комочки, here i tried, because God commanded it, Supernatural


деанон >1000

my kink is when people admit i was right
местами страшно опаздывала, но принесла все задуманное и немного сверху
не удивлюсь, если меня начнут считать психически неуравновешенным виртуалом джоведи (а некоторые уже)

динокас романтический

динокас ангстовый (вместе с премилой Вицемир)

вообще не динокас

дин и кас, но все прилично

дерзкий джен, куда ж без него

лайкайте меня, фалловите

@темы: к черту блины, будут комочки, ФБ, because God commanded it, Supernatural


sub!jensen masterpost

my kink is when people admit i was right
я честно держалась сколько могла
но вчера дженсен трендил мишу всю премьеру, и мы смеялись потом целый день, понимаете

k Misha and Jensen are def watching the ep side by side right now and Misha keeps telling him “No, it’s the ‘@’ symbol you dumbass” and Jensen keeps giddily tweeting “#MishaCollins” to spite him


дженсен и паттерн его сексуальных сцен

в каждой шутке

дженсен и побои

дженсен и следование инструкциям

\дани, \миша, \джаред

по материалам юзеров:

@темы: блядские гены прабабушки, because God commanded it



my kink is when people admit i was right
дерзкий джен в каноне на пейринговый AU-фестиваль
нарушаем правила грамотно

@темы: к черту блины, будут комочки, because God commanded it, Supernatural


my kink is when people admit i was right
“Let us See where Sam and Dean (and Castiel) are Emotionally in the Story: As fans, we’re already invested in these characters. Even so, in order to continue to relate to them, we have to have some insight into their thoughts and feelings. As you know, the only way to do that in a TV show is by way of the characters’ actions and through dialogue. We need Sam and Dean to talk to each other more. Or, they at least need to talk to other characters. Whichever way you choose to do it, show what they’re going through while they’re actually going through it. If Sam doesn’t look for Dean in Purgatory and throws away his phones, fine - but give him a few sentences to explain why he did so every time Dean (or another character) confronts him about it. If Dean says Benny is a better brother, let him explain the context of that statement. If Sam implies he and Dean can’t be brothers, show why he feels that way. For example, couldn’t you have had Sam tell Dean he was having nightmares about his hands killing Kevin before the season finale? Better yet, why not show Sam actually having the nightmares?

Though we fans like to engage in head canon, we shouldn’t have to do it so frequently. Because if we do, the story becomes less meaningful to the audience – namely because everyone is guessing what it actually means. It also seems to increase the anger and hostility on the message boards. Often times on Supernatural fan forums, discussion about the episode gives way to arguments when fans fight over what actually happened on screen. Yes, I know, all fiction is left to be interpreted by the audience to an extent, but if we’re constantly doing it because the writing is so vague, then maybe something’s missing. This can be fixed with more explicit action and dialogue from the characters, especially the brothers. At the very least, let Sam and Dean finish their own sentences. Sometimes men actually do have a whole conversation with one another.”

Connecting with the Audience in Season 10: A Plea to the Supernatural Writers
Metamorphic Rocks

@темы: пони из плана, because God commanded it


spn - meta recs

my kink is when people admit i was right
scp-882.tumblr.com/post/124208251488 - Dean; 'Have I Mentioned I’m Heterosexual Today' trope

scp-882.tumblr.com/post/120636897668 - Sam, Dean; sacrifice; 8.23/9.23/10.23
“Sam and Dean know full well what world they are in. They know the players. They understand the lore or know where the find it. There is no excuse for ignorance or for not understanding what it happening and the consequences. The reason they find themselves in trouble is because they make assumptions. They act too quickly and figure they can fix the rest of the mess later which usually means people - other than them - die or get hurt.”

запись создана: 18.02.2013 в 22:23

@темы: пони из плана, because God commanded it, Supernatural


castiel - fic recs

my kink is when people admit i was right
«This wasn't sex, Dean realised through the fog of touch and need and want and "oh god I missed this so fucking much", this was a reaffirmation. This was Cas staking a claim. This was Castiel finally understanding what love was and how Dean had been the one to show him.
- No one can want you like I do, - Castiel said as he pushed inside Dean with too little prep, too little lube, - no can need you like I do, if it takes all of eternity, - he thrust hard, - to, - another thrust, - teach, - another, each word punctuated with the motion and there was no pain, there was only bliss and need and want because Castiel was a god, - you then I will happily spend it».

seraphim_grace, читать дальше

«Cas shuts the door and leans his back against its frame, breathing in slow and mentally castigating himself. What would be wrong with pursuing a relationship a very nice man, a good friend who's interested in him?
Nothing, Cas thinks dully when he finally settles down for bed. Nothing would be wrong with that at all».

mishcollin, читать дальше

«Cas doesn’t complain out loud, of course. Cas grumbles a lot but only over the small things; Dean’s never heard him say how much he hates being human, or that he regrets giving up his grace to cure Sam after the tablet fiasco, or that the mundane routines of taking care of himself are a waste of his time. He admitted, once, while they were drunk that first time Dean succeeded in getting Cas drunk at all, that he wouldn’t change a single thing, and Dean’s held on to that.
Dean’s wanted to believe that he is one of the reasons Cas is okay with how his life’s turned out.
Yet… Cas thinks of himself as a guest in the bunker. Cas doesn’t always ask when he wants something. Dean’s been living under the same fucking roof as the guy but he had no idea Cas has picked up habits and chosen favorites and sequestered a small pile of candy in his room because he thinks Sam has been stealing his stash. Maybe Ellie will teach Cas to drive soon, and that’ll put the metaphorical keys in his hand to send him out of Dean’s life. That’s a stupid, selfish way to look at someone else’s choices in life, but Dean happens to be stupid and selfish».

scaramouche, читать дальше | перевод

«And he really doesn’t know why he does it, but he keeps pulling, and when the coat has too much slack he moves his hand to his collar and pulls again. Soon Cas is boxing him in, their faces inches away from each other and Dean’s heart hammering so fucking hard he’s sure Cas could hear it plain as anything even without his angelic mojo.
He tugs one more time before Cas finally fucking gets it».

artsyUnderstudy, читать дальше

«И вдруг ангел объявился – нежданно-негаданно, во время схватки с демонами, в яркой вспышке тёплого света – и Дин испытал такую же короткую и яркую вспышку радости: вот он, все тот же ангел в дурацком плаще цвета легкого кварцевого песка и с глазами цвета неба перед грозой. Но Сэм перебил и мысли, и почти сорвавшееся с губ имя прямым и логичным вопросом: «А где ты, собственно, был?»
Кастиэль отвечал что-то, а радость в сердце Дина медленно гасла. Потому что перед ним снова стоял его ангел, но что-то все еще было НЕ ТАК».

Derek Winslow, читать дальше

«Dean glanced at him disbelievingly, but he seemed completely serious; this was how Castiel actually talked.
- I don't know, man, what's on the itinerary?
Castiel exhaled through his nose.
- I want to lay you out on my bed and spank you with my open hand until you weep, - he said, perfectly matter-of-factly, in a voice that made Dean's bones feel molten. - If I have your consent».

unknown, читать дальше

«- He’s going to get tired of this eventually, - Bela says. - Do you have a plan B?
- This was the plan B, - Castiel says».

«- For fuck’s sake, - Bela says, and twists around Castiel, puts him between herself and Dean and holds the blade against his throat. - Wake up, Dean! You’re the king of hell! This is what you do. These are the rules. You take your tribute in blood. You build your army. I pledged my loyalty- I’ll cut as many throats as you like, starting with this one. Take it!»
orange_crushed, читать дальше

«Dean grasped tightly at the front of Castiel's shirt.
- You stay with us, - he demanded. - This time you fucking stay with us. If you run off again, Cas, so help me I will hurt you.
His voice grated, like it was difficult to speak, but Dean still managed to sound livid.
- You won't».

«He couldn’t help but feel something like loved. It was a thing Castiel had not known since being cast out of Heaven, and it was a thing that Castiel had never thought he would experience ever again. To find it here, on Earth, with the Winchester brothers and their car was both a surprise and a joy, and a reminder of why he was here».
takadainmate, читать дальше | перевод

@темы: опознавательные знаки, because God commanded it, Supernatural

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